what are these feelings?

• when u see someone u feel too shy to look into his eyes
• when u see him but pretend to not care about him
• when u know it's impossible love, u cant help to fall to him
• when it's gone, ur heart bleeds
• when u use him just to make others jealous
• when u are attracted to alien whom u cant really find someting to say to him
• so you give up and end up staying single
• cuz your parents forbid u
• or you already given up to be in love
• or they are not good enough
• or you are trying to be an independent woman
  
• one thing for sure, if you dont do something, love will fade away
• but dont force him to love u
  
• dont accept guy because there's no better one
  or lovin him makes u lonely and sad
• dont use a guy just to irritate the one you like
• dont give guy false hope
• just love he who make you happy and warm and grateful when you think about him
• just love he who is in your mind 24/7
• just love he who will make you cry when you know he's gone
• just love he who you wanna chu chu

Valentine is coming..if you are single, bad day right? If you want a partner, it’s vital to know what love is.

For me, love is :

• always there for you when you need him/her…
• tolerate coz you luv him/her
• just wanna make you happy

crush or infatuation:

• damn shy
• make opposite impression
• 24/7 in your mind

Year 2008

New year new resolution. Some people missed 2007, the past, some people like me like present, expecting exciting future to happen. To make life interesting, surely, we cant stick to same routine that happened everyday to our lives. Thanks to my friends who are positive and I am highly motivated by them, here are my goals that I wanna achieve in one year:

1) Exercise[dance] to have leaner body[my friends are really my trainers[for the mind]]

2) study harder and more serious for better future[from what I see in workplace]..i begin to miss studying ..just got one sem to enjoy…

3) don’t neglect the body no matter how busy you are..sorry to say I m crazy about beauty.not in the sense of plastic surgery….so m learning how to make up and keep the skin healthy.

4) Be more honest…hehe..separate real and fake feelings...and cutie no blur.

Prediction

Do you believe in superstition or fortune telling? There are many types such as palm/face reading, horoscopes, feng shui, tarot cards, numerologies and more. Some say believing them contradicts with Christianity as they are evil stuff. How evil? Well, you can be led away from believing God when those predictions slowly come true as you believe those stuff control you more than God.

Personally, I see it as tools of God. If face reading can help you differentiate good or bad people, wont it be useful in life for protection like avoiding bad hamsap guys? I think it’s like a survey, like research done by doctor to see if you got flu or cold. Of course, I still think God is the creator and can change anything. Even if you got the best face, you could be dead tomorrow, [choi]. If man can predict everything, he’s no man.

It’s sad, knowing own fate, others and cant tell friends their worst nightmare will come true. With the knowledge of knowing someone’s personality on the face, secrets are revealed.

Can you accept fate? Let’s say knowing that you will divorce or got 2 spouses in future? No matter how insane life is, praying is vital. When you are blessed, bad luck can turn good. At least, life will be easier.

Why want to believe and get headache about something that is 100% uncertain when you can trust gospel, the Leader, which gives you 100% warranty?

Horoscope fact: They say everyone wants scorpio to be disappear in this world. Reason: their words are poison and are straight enough to stab your heart. I have experienced this-my scorpio friends [girl and boy] criticize my new hp..argghh..seems horoscope is quite true in describing people generally sometimes..if u want honest friend, get more scorpios

Libra: must be nice to them, if not…you will KNOW. I m libra and when I have not like that someone because of what he or she has done to me, 1^st, putus relationship..in the end, sometimes, glue it back. Libra is compassionate, you know.

Taurus: very nice, just don’t offend them.

Virgo: careful, in detail…can laugh a lot with them

Aries: ‘just do it’ style and always get what they want , sort of aggressive

Sagittarius: smart, must work and play

Leo: sociable, nice, a bit aggressive

Aquaries: do it my way style, soft sometimes

Gemini: nvr outdated, sociable, always search for fun, when not fun liaw, just walk away type

Cancer: nice coz smart

Never say goodbye

Life’s tough eh? In exams, love, career or decisions made, still we gotta be tough.

Why? For the bowls of rice, the survival, more happiness yet to be experienced and repayments.

When you feel want to quit coz tough, imagine those who wanna live or ever lived, just for the next generations, survival of human beings.

Isn’t it’s a waste when you survive till now and you wanna end just because you are stopped temporarily?

I appreciate those who created me, God, parents and the emperor of china, Malaysia, friends for making me to survive till these days. How can I ever disappoint them after their hard works of giving me what I have now?

Would you rather feel emptiness like vacuum in the space or sadness + happiness on earth?

If you think it’s not fair in this world, don’t mind it too much. When you open your eyes, you will realize you got what others always wanted, it’s just human nature to feel bored when gotten and regret when it’s gone.

Too bad time is the limit, so why wanna waste it, why wait again when you have the power to create an ephemeral heaven here before enter the real one.

If man can go to moon, why cant you? If you think you’re incapable, practice makes it perfect.

The greatest sorrow should be God’s, not yours. There’s always a chance given for you to learn and start over again because love is there. It’s never too late to try.

I come, I see and I conquer [old] = Imagine, try and achieve [today]